Saturday, January 24, 2009
Today we sent a very loving person t another world.Somewhere far and better for her. We're all lost for words.It's too sudden. No one expected she will depart so quickly in a year.Deeply hurt.. This person is not my blood related relative.But i treated her as my Own Ah Ma. She's my Girlfriend's Granny.A very caring, warm-hearted, cheerful, always smiling no matter what, just so great.I rmbed we celebrated CNY in 2008 w her. I got her a CNY top & she wore it on CNY. I was happy cause she told me she liked it very much.An ang bao was given t me from her too. We had reunion lunch.. chatted.. watched tv.. She was still healthy and active then. Now she's gone...In less than a year.. she left us. Upset is the only word i can say.Throughout my visits before she departed.. I wanted t cry everytime i see her getting weaker each week..So frail n weak.. Days went by she didnt want t take her medication anymore.. nothing can ease her pain inside her..No more appetite n energy.. We're told t prepare for the worst. I was still sleeping & gf called and told me she's passed on. She didnt even get the chance t take the new lift that just finish it's construction.She didnt even get the chance t go t the new wing of Northpoint. Not even a chance t celebrate her bday which in a few days time.So many things unaccomplished..Ah Ma's gone now. Everyone's not in a good mood for CNY either. Neither do i.I miss the times when Ah Ma talked t me and laughing together.. Really..Today i cried the most. Not during the funeral. Only after 10hrs of the ceremony..I cried when i got home. Sigh.Totally no mood for CNY now. Life's so fragile.Treasure your love ones.