Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Losing somone close is painful.but when losing someone who has gone somewhere far & better is even more painful.the emptiness & loneliness.i miss my great grandaunt.im upset. i dont wish t take my medication.stop asking me t take my mediation. im sick & tired of it.i feel like going overseas for a break now.from you & her.i guess her beauty is back from oversea.perhaps they are happily together now.why did i even decide and agreed t let you go?after i had that dream, i've been starting t think & miss her.every single night, im so afraid not being able t sleep.still, i cried myself t sleep holding her first gift t me.i recalled so many past of us.you wont even give a thought now i suppose.it's going be 3 months since we went our separated ways..4 years plan..our future...all gone within a day..it means agony.t you,im glad that you've forgotten about your ex.im sorry i've not. i guess i need more time.at times, you make me want t hug you & tell you that i want t be w you.but i cant bring myself t it.ysd meet may be short, but i still enjoy your accompany.now t me, loving someone is not going t be easy.anyways, ppl thanks for asking how's my op.im doing fine. not so serious =)thanks. i realised there's unexpected readers for my blog.& it's hilarious i swear.