Name: Jaer Sim
Age: 19
Sch: TP-MWC
Shuttler
Blissfully Attached t PY =)

-PSP Slim
-FBT shorts
-Laptop skin
-Levis Jeans
-New phone
-A mountain bike
-TOPSHOP shorts & shirts
-2more Badminton Rackets


-Messenger Bag
-Bigger Cupboard
-To get super TAN !
-FourSkin FlipFlops
-Lacoste/Levis Shoes
-Bintan w Babyy :)
-Hongkong w Babyy :)

it's 630am in the morning.
fugging hell. i wasnt able t get back t sleep after the nightmare.
i know my condition. & im not going back t seek help already.
the nightmares have been following me. it's not going t let go off me soon..
continuing what im suppose t do everyday is good.
t pretend happy t people when im not.
t take it as everything was a dream. a dream that was so astonishing.
i dont want t worry anymore people around me. why let them worry?
seriously, im sick of living. i've no idea why im living now.
this is so tormenting. what's life?
she doesnt even give a damn care about me now.
she's got a new life. w someone better off than i am.
it's been more than a month she left me.
& i've been thinking of her constantly.
friends asked me if i've moved on. & replied yes. i've moved on.
i've been deceiving myself. i guess they knew i was deceiving myself too.


when you love someone, let them go.
they'll feel happier, & so will i.
but i dont. i feel miserable.
why must it be like this? is there any another alternatives?


issues were not worked out between us at all..


loneliness & darkness anticipate me.