Sunday, February 25, 2007
i miss you so much.
though both of us are in the same country.
im back. yet i cant feel the happiness.
because you're unhappy.
are we drifting from eachother once more?
maybe we are maybe we aint.
5 days was a long stay for me.
i couldnt withhold these 5 days.
instead of enjoying myself. i was filled w worries.
no calling no msging no internet. nothing.
i was dead worried abt you. i couldnt keep my mind of you.
when i left for country. when i touched down hk.
i had so much things t say t you.
i dont want t leave you here in spore alone.
i dont want you t feel worried.
i just want you t be there.
i want to accompany you.
w/o you being there by my side.
i feel so empty. so lost.
i wish i can hug you tightly in my arms.
now im back. yet we quarrelled.
maybe im sensitive. but im very sure im not this time round.
you know. no matter how harsh i am.
i believe i did it for both of us.
when i was in hk you needed me t motivate you.
yet i couldnt. everyday i keep thinking of you.
but i want t let you know.
you aint relying on me at all babyy.
trust yourself. have faith in yourself.
you always tell me t look on the bright side no matter what happens.
dont take it t hard on yourself.
i believe you can do it ! (:
go you darling ! jyjy
and lastly.
no matter where i am.
my heart & presence will always be there.
and i still care and love you alot.
babyy you know that right.
rmb our outings that we shd go after im back from hk?
we shall do that soon k ! =DD
i love you !