Thursday, January 18, 2007
to dearest:
i know you've been stress with school. i really dont know how t put it in words.
not say i've been treating you or giving you the feeling that i dont care or i've changed.
none of that is happening. all i know is that you're stressed. you just want to study hard.
and you want me to stay by you. and not giving you any other stress. you can say that i had that very idiotic face ysd. but it's like yesterday. sth happened in the noon. yet you didnt tell me. until i read your blog. you didnt have lunch. den i ask u if u're hungry you said no. when you know that u're. i offered t carry ur books. den u ignored me. den you stared at me.
yeah. and i thought i've offended you or did sth wrong. before that i had a real bad headache but i didnt show it out nor tell you. i didnt wan you t worry. and i just look at every of ur movement. you did all the things loudly. it did shocked me. i ponder wad's wrong w you.
cos i didnt know why you're behaving in this manner. and no. im not trying t blame you. i just want you to know. anything you can always tell me. be it any kind of matter. i'll listen t what you have to say.
i love you.